This has not been a good November. I had several unhappy things happen to me recently. They particularly hurt because I truly gave my all, and yet my good will was not appreciated or reciprocated. When I was younger, I may have been tougher on myself and started asking -- what could I have done differently? But I know better now. It's not me, it's life, there are all sorts of people in this world. So I shall cleanse my wounds, put cute little baid-aids on them, and in time they will heal.